fuck its 12.15am and im damn fucking pissed

you know, everyone has their ups and downs, and mine are mainly downs now a days.

thanks lauren for talking to me about these "downs" :D

ok and i dont really care about blogging now. i'll blog when i feel like it

and if there are anybody out there who wanna do me a big big big favour. just add me on msn. cos i really really really need it.

you know, now i just feel like breaking down, and just cry, scream and throwing things at them. argh

high expectations are irritating i tell you.